Tuesday, February 20, 2007


Chelsey walked out into the sunlight spinning in a circle, arms outstretched basking in the sunlight, her brown hair shimmering in different colors, her purple eyes were shut and her delicate lashes were tickling her cheeks, she truly was a sight to be seen. Ray smiled laughing with her as she spun around them but he heard three distinctive sighs behind him, he turned around to see Gerard, Frank and Mikey smiling like 8th graders who had seen their very first “true” love. He laughed and Bob noticed this and nudged Gerard which caused a domino affect in which Mikey fell to the ground.


“Ow!” he exclaimed and Chelsey stopped spinning abruptly facing him her hair spinning in tendrils around her pale face her mouth slightly agape, she sort of skipped sort of ran towards Mikey. She bent down brushing his hair delicately out of his face.


“You alright Mikey? Didn’t break your ass did you?” she giggled her cool breath tingling against his skin. He felt his face flush at their close proximity and Bob was so close to nudging Chelsey forward so she’d kiss him but he restrained himself or more like Ray held him back when he made him look towards Gerard and Frank who looked very jealous.


“I, uh, I, um…” He stuttered as she helped him up. She kissed his cheek as three gasps escaped three beautifully shaped mouths.


“Feel better? Well stop stuttering and enjoy this beautiful day! At least while we can its only two days till we go on the WARPED tour so I want to enjoy it while I can don’t you?” She smiled taking Gerard’s hand and tugged him into spinning with her and he obviously flushed and slightly tightened his grip on her hands at which Chelsey smiled. She spun them round and round and they got slower when they reached the grassy park and then Chelsey let go and Gerard and her fell tumbling into the soft grass laying next to each other laughing with Frank, Mikey, Ray and Bob laughing following them. Gerard looked into her purple eyes slowly breaking that smile and fingering her thumb lightly and Chelsey turned pink and her eyes fluttered close turning her head towards the sky with Gerard following her with his hand still on hers lightly tracing patterns.


“Guys, lay next to us c’mon when will you get a chance to this again?” she smiled her eyes still closed and motioning lightly with her other hand, Gerard smiled, happy she didn’t take her hand out of his gentle embrace. Frank smirked not noticing the hands and laid next to her turning his head towards hers as Mikey laid next to Gerard, Ray Next to Mikey and Bob next to Frank.


Frank blew puffs of hot air into her ear causing her to shiver. Frank smiled at this grabbing her other available hand and bringing it to his chest moving her index finger in unknown patterns as she bit her lip, how he wished he could take that lip into his mouth and…well never mind that. Slowly he released her hand as the comfortable silence raged on, she continued the patterns none the less and Frank smiled at this reaction and took her hand into his again and brought it slowly to his lips closing his eyes and blowing on her finger lightly with steamy breaths not realizing that Gerard was doing the exact same thing as she whimpered slightly when they both licked the tip of her finger, their tongues hot against her cold fingers. Gerard smirked and brought her finger into his mouth lightly placing it on his warm tongue before taking it out and placing butterfly kisses on it all the way to its tip before taking it into his mouth fully and she gasped.


Frank on the other hand was lightly nibbling her finger all over. He decided to bite down harder and she almost moaned when she bit her lip to silence herself, Frank licked it from the bottom to its tip and then nibbling again but she crossed her legs when Gerard sucked her finger lightly rolling his tongue all over it.


How could something so seemingly innocent be so damn erotic?!


This was the question she had been asking herself the whole time. She groaned and finally snatched her finger from Gerard bringing his finger to her lips tracing his smooth tip of his index finger along her now moist lips. She slowly blew on it before bringing it into her mouth putting it to rest on her tongue as Gerard’s eyes flew open; he lay there as she did the same slow torture to him as he did to her. Then she slowly put his finger on her collar bone and moved his hand in patterns while she reached for Frank’s finger.


She placed his finger unceremoniously into her mouth and began nibbling on it like a carrot. She then sucked on it gently making Frank gasp, reaching for his lip ring with his teeth. She then continued the innocent torture unto him before switching Gerard and Franks places when she placed Frank’s hand on her collar bone she started sucking Gerard’s finger moving her mouth, UP and DOWN… It did not take very long for Gerard to gasp and begin sweating when Chelsey smirked and did the same to Frank but faster and rougher before the both of them sat up gasping for air eyes wide as the rushed out strange excuses before running off to the bathroom.


“What’s wrong with them?” Mikey asked innocently.


“Do you really want to know?” Chelsey said grinning.


“U-um…” he mumbled flustered when Chelsey reached up and ruffled his hair and tweaking his glasses.


“You are just too cute!” she smiled standing up brushing herself off as Ray and Bob walked ahead. Mikey stood up and Chelsey pulled the hood of her hoodie up (A/N: This was about four days after the FUSE show so different outfits.).


“Well thanks?” he laughed walking with her talking about drawing and art along the way when Mikey asked. “Have you ever drawn us?”


She blushed. “Yeah actually, quite a number of times to be honest.” She smiled.


“Oh I’d love to see them,” he said.


“Really?” she asked softly looking into his eyes.


“Yeah! It’d be awesome!” he exclaimed and she smiled as she saw an embarrassed looking Gerard and Frank with their hoodies zipped all the way up and hoods up.


“Hey guys, why so flustered?” Chelsey smirked winking and climbing into the van. The both of them were pink and grumbled as they climbed into the van with Mikey clueless and Ray and Bob laughing their heads off.


“Guys tomorrow you have to get up at 6a.m-” Brian started only to be interrupted by the groans of the band and one exclaim. “WHAT?!” Chelsey exclaimed.


“Sorry chickadee, that’s how its gonna be from now on,” Brian said laughing at her pouted lips.


“Damn it’s like going to school again!” she sighed leaning on Gerard’s shoulder and he smiled relaxing and scooting down.


She fell asleep to nightmares while the others watched the setting sun.

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Chelsey had just finished a shower and had pulled on her pants and bra and opened the door to three boys staring at her bruises along the middle of her stomach and along her back. She grabbed her shirt and tugged it over her head hastily and stormed out with her head hung low but the three of them wouldn’t let her pass.


“What happened Chels?” Frank asked firmly yet it was still gentle. “You can tell us everything,” Gerard said softly.


“We’re a band now Chels,” Mikey said slowly following her as she walked towards the beds.


“There’s nothing! Nothing, NOTHING!” She yelled tears were pricking her eyes.


“There must be something,” Frank said standing where he was as Gerard moved towards her holding her arms.


“Tell us, please so we can get through this,” Gerard said piercing her tear filled purple eyes with his concerned olive eyes.


“Together… we have to get through this together,” Mikey said staying where he was when Chelsey lost it.


“No! You don’t understand at all! Why?!...Why... Why me?!...” she cried banging Gerard’s chest, her eyes shut tight the whole time with Gerard murmuring hushes and letting her hit him.


“Why? Why did he hit me? He used to be the best, the sweetest… why? ...” she breathed the last word sinking to the ground with Gerard following her holding her close and rocking her back and forth with Frank and Mikey sitting by her patting her head and shoulders.


“It’s ok, he won’t be able to get you here Chels, we’re here for you no matter what,” Gerard said as the hitting stopped and her head leaned against his chest.


“Okay…” she smiled lightly. “You guys… Thank you… I-I just… had these nightmares and… I couldn’t control myself…” her eyes were pricking with tears again just as Brian barged in.


“Dude’s! You guys have got to either get your asses in bed or stay up…Oh, Chels are you alright?” Brian asked from the door.


“She’s fine dude now get out and turn out the lights, we’ll sleep ok?” Frank laughed shoving Brian out the door and reaching for the light switch before flicking it off.


“Guys we’ll catch some shut eye and talk in the morning Kay?” Mikey said smiling in the darkness. “Chels today you’re bunking with Gee…” he murmured before crashing on the bed just like Frank.


She wandered over to Mikey’s bed in the darkness and meant to kiss him on the cheek but got very close to his lips and said goodnight. The same thing happened with Frank both of them smiling goofily.


She climbed into bed with Gerard only to have his arms gently lace around her waist. She blushed in the darkness seeing Gerard’s eyes glitter from the alarm clock blinking. She smiled and moved closer to get closer almost gasping when his legs twined with hers. She leaned into kiss his cheek but missed it totally and ended up on his lips; she pulled back as a tingle ran up her spine and blushed. “I’m so sorry.” She whispered soft enough so the others couldn’t hear.


“Its ok don’t worry about it,” he said smiling and leaned into touch her lips lightly placing many butterfly kisses on them. “I loved what you did with my finger earlier on…” he smirked closing his eyes and falling to sleep leaving a wide-eyed Chelsey curled up against his chest.

This Is Wrong...Is it? 4:40 AM

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Saturday, February 10, 2007


The next morning Chelsey awoke with her face buried in Frank’s chest and his arms around her waist. She nearly jumped in shock as his hands moved lower. She couldn’t move. She thought of every single way to move but it would all result in waking up Frank. She whimpered in frustration, but this was all it took to make Frank start to rustle. Chelsey silently prayed he wouldn’t open his eyes, but unfortunately, he did. His eyes widened at first but slowly his lips curved into a smirk.

“Morning,” he said his voice husky from just waking up.

“M-morning.” Chelsey blushed adverting her eyes she questioned. “Co-Could you please let me get up?”

“Hmm, what if I don’t want to?” He said letting his hand drop further than they already were. Chelsey turned red.

“Could you please get your hands off my ass please?” she asked flustered.He squeezed her bum quick before answering. “Alright,” and then let go of her.

She slowly got out of the bed just as Mikey and Gerard were getting up. She grabbed her bag and went into the bathroom leaving a very goofy smiled Frank.

“Dude, she is SO awesome!” Frank laughed.

“You’re just lucky!” Gerard grumbled.

“You’re just jealous,” Frank said in a sing-song voice.

“Dimwits,” Mikey thought laughing silently to himself.

All of them rushed to change which ended up with Chelsey walking in laughing. Frank had his head in the wrong hole in the t-shirt. Gerard was trying to zip his pants and buckle his pants at the same time and Mikey was grabbing for his shirt.

“Boys,” she said laughing and sauntered out of the room in black pants from the day before, a MCR shirt with revolvers a blazer with an arm band which was also MCR not to forget her skinny red and black stripped tie.

“Shit!” they all said at one point.

She walked out to talk to Ray as she grabbed her guitar and she practiced and organized the different solo’s she got to do which ended up being half of his solo’s, but she was that good.Gerard, Mikey and Frank came out in their costumes from the Helena video. The usual.

“Okay guys I’m nervous as hell and if we don’t go now we won’t get a chance to do a rehearsal.” Chelsey rushed out in one breath when she felt a reassuring hand on her shoulder.

“Chill Chels,” Gerard said smiling down on her. “There’s nothing to worry about, You are just awesome…”

“Thanks,” she said blushing slightly as her black lined eyes twinkled. “… And that’s why I also want you to sing with me. In the second chorus of ‘Helena’ onwards, so every chorus after the first time I sing the chorus and in ‘I’m Not Okay (I promise)’ every chorus and the ‘I mean this ever so much that I am’ and then Frank will jump in? Cool? Cool.” He said leaving an open mouthed Chelsey.

“Don’t let flies get in there,” Mikey said gently closing her mouth with the tip of one long slightly rough finger. She blushed, grabbed her guitar and walked out to follow them into a rather squashed van. God there’s no space in here!

“Alright girl and boys! Today you are gonna announce our very own rockette, Chels, and then go through interviews and your two performances which is one at the beginning and one at the end. So ready Chels?” Brain asked. Chelsey just gaped like a goldfish and Brian patted her head. “Atta’ girl.” He smiled and the rest laughed.

Chelsey closed her mouth and rested her head on the door with Mikey squashed right next to her. She slowly and repeatedly started hitting her head on it before someone’s calloused hand prevented her from hitting her head. She turned to face Mikey and he smiled. “Don’t worry! This’ll be fun!” he whispered. “Why don’t you like lean on my shoulder and take a nap or something and I’ll wake you up when we’re there?” he smiled as she nodded yawning softly and leaning her head against his shoulder.

He really missed this feeling, Alicia used to do it all the time, till she cheated on him. It was over then.(A/N: Sorry Alicia/Mikey fans! I like them as a couple too [um, sort of...]but its for the story’s sake!) Dreams of flashbacks overcame Chelsey and she nearly shrieked when Mikey gently woke her up.

“Sorry Chels, but we’re here. It’s time to get out there, we got caught in a traffic jam so there’s no rehersal time! We have got to get out there now!” he said gently pushing her out the door.The moment she got out she ruffled her hair giving it the purposely messy look checked her make up, especially her lipstick and eyeliner in the van window and turned to them.

“Where the holy fuck is my guitar?” she queried, obviously nervous.

“Don’t worry Chels its already been set up on stage but right now we have 15 minutes to chill before stage time.” Gerard said placing a reassuring hand on the small of her back, walking towards the dressing room. Once in there Chelsey said something. “Okay guys, I’m so sorry if this bugs you but I usually sing really loud before any show, it kinda gets the nerves to stop trying to kill me.” She smiled.

“Gee can you sing the ‘I’m not okay’ chorus and I’ll harmonize?” he nodded and started singing. Chelsey picked up on the second word, harmonizing perfectly giving the rest of them shivers even Brian.

“Okay thanks now you guys can do those jumping jacks while I sing crap,” she said laughing at their faces. “Yes, I do do research.” They chuckled and went to what they were doing but looked up when Chelsey sang. Her voice chilled them to the core. Brian was so impressed and could barely believe what he was hearing.

Is love really the tragedy the way you might describe?
Or would a thousand lovers still leave you cold inside?
Make you cry...
These tears of pearls All these mixed emotions
We keep locked away like stolen pearls
Stolen pearls devotions we keep locked away from all the world
Your kisses are like pearls,
so different and so rare
But anger stole the jewels away and love has left you bare
Made you cry...
These tears of pearls

It was ‘Tears Of Pearls’ by Savage Garden. They were speechless, even the crew couldn’t say anything.

“Whoo… alright, I’m ready as I’ll ever be.” Chelsey smiled as the boys came up to her out of they’re trance and all grinned, giving her hugs and saying reassuring words like “we’ll do great,” and “Don’t worry about it!” they were right.

There was nothing too worry about. When the FUSE hosts introduced them as ‘My Chemical Romance’ something within Chelsey clicked. She finally understood. She was a part of this band now. She could be Chelsey on stage and people wouldn’t care. They were in it for the music. With a broad smile Chelsey started off the first riff alone playing with so much precision that when Ray joined in, nobody could tell the difference, she smiled at the audience, winked at the guys, blew kisses at the girls, jumped around like a mad woman just like frank and played it calm and cool like Ray at the same time. When she stepped up to the mic people cheered her on with Gerard, the band was grinning with pride. She just knew how to capture the audience. Now came for her part alone she jumped up to the lead mic as Gerard sashayed aside and sang in a very harmonious yet sarcastic tone that the audience loved. “And I mean this ever so much that I am-” And she pointed both middle fingers at the audience as Frank screamed “OKAY!” and kissed her on the cheek, the audience took pictures of her and she knew she was going to be turned into a display picture or a emoticon, and the picture of Frank kissing her on the cheek would be everywhere but she didn’t care as Frank and Mikey yelled ‘awesome!’ in her direction she nodded as a very smiling Gerard sang the rest of the way with her, their lips inches apart from sharing a microphone.

When it was all over Chelsey wiped her brow slightly, barely even sweating. Gerard, Frank, Mikey, Ray and Bob gave her a group hug whispering how proud they were of her.They walked to the interview stage and shook hands with the two hosts before sitting down. “

Well hello,” The guy said, none of them really catched either of the hosts names. “This is My Chemical Romance, (roaring cheer and screams from the audience) and their newest member. What’s your name?” he asked politely. She knew what she was going to do she had discussed this in the dressing room.

“Dude’s and Dudet’s I am the awesome Chelsey who is not at all egotistical, I’m not even modest am I?” She smirked making the audience laugh and guys swoon, the band was laughing knowing this was a good tactic.

“Nice to meet you Chelsey Now is it true you guys found her only yesterday?” The female host asked.

“Yeah, But after a lot of terrible auditions, and then we find a saint with a guitar strapped on her and vocals to die for, I mean wouldn’t you guys pick her?” Gerard asked the audience and the cheered.

“Well looks like they like you Chelsey, So why don’t we have people from the audience ask you questions?” The guy host asked.

“Sure,” she said leaning on her knees and they picked a girl who wasn’t skinny but wasn’t plump, overly thick eyeliner and onyx black hair. “Hey Chelsey I’m Gina,” she smiled giggling and Chelsey sat up smiling.

“Well Gina you have my full attention.” Chelsey smiled as she squealed and composed herself the rest of MCR grinning with pride, not expecting her to handle the audience so well.

“Um, where are you from and how old are you?” Gina giggled.

“Hm, I’m originally from Singapore, seriously, I moved to NJ when I was 16 years old and I am now 26 years old.” She smiled and Gina sat down.

A rather good looking guy who had Ryan Ross, Panic! At the disco, hair (A/N: I’m just using it as a description, I know Panic! Wasn’t even out yet.). He was also wearing a MCR t-shirt. “Hi Chelsey, I’m Tyler,” he said smiling his black eyeliner-ed eyes were twinkling.

“Well nice shirt Tyler,” she said grinning. “Do you guys know who that is?” she said in a pseudo innocent ‘I-don’t-know-a-thing’ voice and the audience yelled out ‘MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE!’ Frank and Gerard laughing, Mikey and Ray gaping and smiling at the same time while bob just grinned, all of them not believing how she was commanding the audience.

“Sorry Tyler got a noisy lot here today, and all I wanted to know was what your shirt said, strange huh? Well carry on,” she said as the audience laughed.

“Were you a huge fan of My Chemical Romance before you joined?” he asked blushing slightly as she smirked.

“Oh yeah, I was the girl at the warped tour who would chug beer out of a keg to get a free MCR t-shirt, I was NUTS!” she laughed.

“You really did,” frank said laughing.

“Yeah, can you believe it?” she asked while facing him and turning to this bimbo-ish girl who looked really out of place, probably waiting for Britney Spears to come out but came on the wrong day, chewing gum and twirling her hair in her fingers.

“Like I’m Amber,” she giggled stupidly as the people around her shot her death glares.

“Yes my dear what is it?” Chelsey said in her fake British accent which sounded very real mind you.

“Are you like dating all of them? I mean um Gerald I mean Gerard, his brother and their other guitarist? Like cause like my friend is watching live and asked me to ask.” She snorted and giggled while Chelsey cocked an eyebrow.

“Oh yes! Our secret is out boys! I’ve been secretly having sex with them! At the same time! GASP! Like I can’t believe you figured us out! Oh woe is me!” she exclaimed standing and doing over the top movements and broad gestures as everyone laughed even MCR and the hosts. “And the best part is…” she looks left to right and looks like she’s going to whisper but “I’ve only known them for one day!” she laughed saying it sarcastically making it extremely clear that she was not dating them.

The interview with all of them went on and on a finally they did Helena with Chelsey singing every chorus after the second one. She jumped on Bob’s bass drum and unlike Frank landed gracefully on the ground behind her. She would play with Mikey who stood and didn’t move much because of his asthma. Gerard and Chels sang harmoniously giving the room good chills spurring the audience to cheer louder. When the song was over they went back stage and Brian exclaimed. “Chelsey! You guys! You were fucking awesome!” he yelled.

“I got chills and Chelsey that was one of the most entertaining interviews I have ever seen! You were hilarious,” he said smiling.Chelsey turned pale quick.

“God I don’t how I did it but now I’m going to be sick!” she ran to the bathroom careful to throw up in the toilet bowl so she didn’t ruin her brand new pants. When she was done Gerard ran over and held her left shoulder and brushed the hair from her face with the other and looked into her eyes.

“Are you alright?” he asked clearly worried. Mikey ran over and grabbed her hand massaging the back.

“I’m fine guys don’t worry,” she said smiling and Frank came over with orange flavored tic-tacs. “Here,” he said offering her one. “Trust me the after taste will disappear once you have two.” He smiled as she popped two in her mouth smiling as the bitter after taste disappeared.

“Thanks Frank,” she smiled.

“No problem I’ve had my fair share of before and after show nausea,” he said.

She smiled and noticed that three very hot men were standing around her.

God she’s gonna lose it.

So she just walked away smiling, trying to clear her thoughts of images that were soon to be.

This Is Wrong...Is it? 4:09 AM

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Thursday, February 08, 2007


Frank, Gerard, Ray, Mikey and Bob all sat in a single file behind a long table.

Frank had one elbow on the table with his head resting on it his eyes wide with disgust. Gerard leaned back in his chair with his hand covering his mouth to hide his cringe. Ray looked like he was about to burst with frustration, his left eye twitching. Mikey was banging his headed subtly against the back of his chair and Bob was trying hard not to laugh.

“Um, thank you… Erwin?” Gerard shuddered as this rather large man “hmph-ed” and walked out in a hurt manner.
“Dammit Gee! We aren’t gonna find anyone!” Frank yelled out in frustration.

“I think if I hear anymore bad guitar strumming and bad singing I’m gonna kill someone!” Ray yelled out.

“I was going to yell out ‘FUCK YOU, YOU SUCKY FUCKING GUITARIST!’” Mikey exclaimed.

“Chill,” Bob mumbled.“You know that’s really lame right?”

Mikey just rolled his eyes and looked away.

“C’mon why don’t we just leave-” but Gerard was interrupted by a girl who ran in.

“Please don’t! Please give me one chance,” she huffed as she carried her guitar.

“But the auditions are over,” Ray started but the girl interrupted.

“Please, you have no idea how much I’ve been through just to be standing here alive,” she said her alluring purple eyes pleaded.

There was a pause as the whole of My Chemical Romance looked her over. She was wearing a black shirt with a hand done drawing of a fallen angel and a black jacket with buckles all the way to the neck but were open, black tripp tight pants, a bright red belt and white and red vans with a graffiti skull on them. She had two dangling leaves in each ear. Her hair was a dark brown, a little past her shoulders, with many layers; the shortest layer right under her eye brushing her cheek, her hair was parted to the side. There was also a tattoo of a dragon on her left arm. No color, just a simple black dragon that curved. Her eyes were lined black and her lips painted red. She sighed and her eyes fell down cast.

“Thank you for your time anyway-” she started but Frank interrupted her.

“No,” he said and she turned her purple eyes fixed on all of them “Why don’t you do your piece?”

Mikey smiled. “One more audition won’t hurt, right?”

Gerard grinned at the band then smirked at her light flush that was oh-so-obvious against her pale complexion.

“Alright; can you do the intro and the solo from ‘Thank You for the Venom’?” Ray asked and watched as she pulled out her red and black Gibson les’ Paul. She slung it over her shoulder and was intrigued by her smirk. She looked them straight in the eyes after plugging it into the amp and started playing the most fluid riff they had heard the whole day. She jumped and moved perfectly, an interesting mix of Ray and Frank on stage. She nailed every note and they could see her lightly mouthing all the words. She looked straight at them as she hit the last note. They were all moved by her performance - it was just gob-smacking.

“Um, wow. Alright now for the singing, sing Helena for us - accapella.” Gerard smiled and she walked to the center, where the microphone stood. She grabbed hold of it and sang with a voice so pure and strong that they all had their jaws scraped the floor. She sounded like a female Gerard.


When she finished, biting her lip and chewing on it slightly. She appeared very nervous.

“Wow, that was just beautiful,” Frank said, grinning. “Wait, what did you say your name was?”

“The name’s Chelsey.” She answered, the corners of her lips curving upwards.

“Give us a moment to like, think this through,” Mikey said with a smirk.They started whispering and Chelsey just stood there fidgeting. “Alright…You got the spot!” Gerard smiled at Chelsey as she gasped.

“Are you SERIOUS?” Chelsey asked, eyes as big as golf balls. “Are you fucking SERIOUS?!”

“Yeah Chels, can I call you Chels? (She nodded) you’re in and there’s no way out now,” Ray laughed.Chelsey started to tear and she rubbed her eyes.

“You guy’s have no fucking idea how much this means to me,” Chelsey sniffed. “I couldn’t go back there if this didn’t work out…” she sighed.

They walked towards her and Gerard stepped forward. “Couldn’t go back where? We’re a band now, you can tell us,” Gerard said looking concerned.

“You guys got a room, cigarettes and time?” She asked tiredly.

“Yup,” Frank said smiling he walked toward her, leading her into the next room. They all sat on chairs facing each other. Chelsey crossed her legs, lighting a cigarette. She blew out and “O” shaped ring and faced them.

“I was staying with my father for awhile because I got evicted from my last home only to find out the bastard didn’t tell me when my mother died from cancer,” she snorted and gritted her teeth before sucking on her fag and saw their expressions. “Don’t feel sorry about it. It’s made me stronger. My father became a fucking alcoholic and abuse me and… yeah.” She sighed and stubbed out her cigarette before rubbing her left arm. “Don’t worry about me; it’s all in the past, right?”

“Woah, she’s amazing...” Frank, Gerard and Mikey thought.

“Yeah, well, you can stay with us . You’re bunking in with Gerard, Mikey and Frank ‘cos Bob snores and I have to use earplugs,” Ray laughed as Bob thwacked his head.

“I do not!... Okay, maybe a little. But she’s new, yeesh,” Bob said, in his usual chilled out voice.

Gerard smiled directly at her, making her stomach do tiny flips. “Well, follow me and we can get you set up in the room and shit like that ‘cos like, we’ve got some stupid interview tomorrow at the FUSE thing and since we got you, we can introduce you to the whole fucking world!” he laughed as Chelsey realized it was 3.am.

“Oh, what the FUCK?! Tomorrow? But are we performing?” she asked a bit frantically.

“Yeah we’re doing ‘Helena’ and ‘I’m not okay(I promise)’. You can play them right?” Mikey smiled fixing his glasses in a cute way. (A/N: I know its fast but it’ll be explained in a while, and this is set when ‘revenge’ just came out, well not just but just before they went on the warped tour again.)

“Yeah,” she smiled and Mikey’s eyes twinkled.

She walked to her bag and guitar and grabbed them before following Gerard into the room.

There were three beds and clothes were strewn everywhere. Chelsey could care less as Gerard flushed. “Sorry, it’s a mess in here. Just be prepared, you’ll be seeing a whole lot of this.” He grinned sheepishly.

“Nah, it’s alright I don’t mind, one thing though, where do I sleep or who am I bunking with for tonight?” She asked, glancing at the three beds sitting there innocently.

“Oh, didn’t think of that… I, uh…” Gerard blushed and stuttered running his fingers through his hair nervously.

“How about me?” Frank said, beating Gerard to it.

“Alright, tomorrow I’ll stay with Gee and the day after that, Mikey so you guys get your space day by day yeah?” Chelsey smiled. Frank was grinning from ear to ear. “Now shoo! I need to change, not like you won’t see me on tour but what the heck,” she said, and the boys left the room.

“Hey guys,” Ray said interrupting their conversation with Bob. “We were just talking about Chels. She’s got so much SKILL! But… are we making the right choice? It’s all pretty fast, don’t you think?"

“Yeah, but the faster we find someone and let the world know, the easier it’ll be easier to achieve the sound we want, right?” Gerard said, sitting down on the couch.

“And dude, like, you said she’s got mad skills,” Frank said lighting a cigarette. “

Plus, she’s emotionally screwed up, like us,” Mikey’s lips curved upwards as he chugged some diet coke.

“Yup, here we go though, on to the warped tour soon,” Bob said smiling.

“Oh yeah, d’you think the fans will react well to her, I mean she’s a chick, in an all-guy band,” Gerard asked.

“They’ll be fine, I think. She’s hot so I think there will be more pictures of her on the net than us anyway.” Frank laughed as Mikey swatted his arm.

“What’s this talk about my hot-ness?” Chelsey laughed walking in her white pants with drawings and doodles all over it like it was a note book with doodles on it and blue tank with a skull on it and a ribbon from Victoria Secret.

“Nothing,” Gerard said in a sing-song voice.

“Oh fine, you guys tired? I’m not exactly tired but I wanna be rested enough for tomorrow’s FUSE whatever the fuck it is show,” she said stretching her arms up behind her back.

“We’re coming!” Mikey, Gerard and Frank said as they ran into change first.

Chelsey sat down next to Bob.

“Do you like Mr. Bean?” Chelsey asked.

“Yup I love it (A/N: It really is true you know!!!), I have like almost all the seasons.” Bob smiled.

“Oh cool, I got the new years’ one,” Chelsey laughed as they continued talking about Mr. Bean as Ray stared at them laughing.

“I can’t believe the two of you are talking about Mr Bean,” Ray said starting to laugh.

“Why not? Mr. Bean is a VERY serious topic ain’t it Bob?” she said in a fake serious tone turning to face Bob.

He nodded. “Yup totally serious!” he laughed.

Gerard came in to tell Chelsey that they were all decent in his skeleton pajama suit.

“Alright guys this has been fun but I gotta go to bed, I suggested you guys do to,” she said giving Ray and Bob a hug before following Gerard into the room Frank was already laying on the bed, Mikey shot him jealous death glares but Gerard just smiled.

“Good Night Chels and please kick Frank off the bed in the middle of the night, he wont mind,” Gerard said smiling.

“Okay I can do that,” Chelsey said fake nodding in serious agreement before giving Gerard a hug which made him blush as he awkwardly hugged her back.

“Hey! You won’t really kick me off will ya?” Frank asked.

“Nope…or will I?” Chelsey said with a devious smirk and a wink which made Frank want to take his camera out and snap ten thousand pictures.

Chelsey sauntered over to Mikey’s bed and sat on beside him. “Night-y night Mikey!” she smiled, she was screaming on the inside, they couldn't see how excited she really was, and on the plus side she had always wanted ot say that.

“Night Chels,” Mikey said as she hugged him, it felt like his body was on fire even after she left to get under the covers of Frank’s bed.

“G’night Frankie.” Chelsey whispered giving him a hug. He held tighter and brushed his legs against hers. “G’night Chels,” he said and let her go just as Gerard reached over to turn off the light.

When the light went out neither of them realized that they all dreamt of each other.

And what was soon to be.



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GENERAL DISCLAIMER

No I dont know them or own them.
Fictional story.
NOT REAL.

If I knew them would I be writing this?

I don't think so.

Chelsey- Authoress.....

This Is Wrong...Is it? 7:51 AM

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GENERAL DISCLAIMER

No I dont know them or own them.
Fictional story.
NOT REAL.

If I knew them would I be writing this?

I don't think so.

Chelsey- Authoress.....

This Is Wrong...Is it? 7:51 AM

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So Empty inside

I am your Author.
My Name is Chelsey.
The character in the story is NOT by ANY means refering to Myself.
I'm just Too damn lazy to think Of Names =]
I'd like comments that are CONSTRUCTIVE.
Or dont comment at all =[
Yes I'm A review whore ;D



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